Reform The Inertia

18 and from Aus
drawing, singing, destroying myself
xx enjoy bitches

I’m sorry Tia. I thought I was over this.. but at this time…and knowing you. you don’t care. I want your weird hug.. I want to know I’m okey.. I want to feel secure and happy. To know l’ll be here forever for you, but i don’t know how long I can hang on.

This world is so cruel, I will never be as amazing as you. Do not let people take you for granted. You are beautiful, smart, amazing and strong.

I love you.

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I forgot how good this felt..

Seeing the reality of life. feeling human. The red proving that your alive, and regardless of if your friends care, you are human and that you can bleed. Cutting to reveal the you, raw and unmestakenable humanity.

But thn again, i just wan’t someone to care. to notice. to be their.

but all i have is ignorance..forgetfullness.. knowing they hurt but can’t deal with the second hand pain.

how about dealing with it all.. at once?? 

“This is hilarious. First, people say how so many actresses in Hollywood look anorexic, and now they are criticizing me for looking normal. Body images are too often adopted by young girls and women — thanks to what they are constantly being shown as being attractive.”

(Source: teampeetas)

eugh

Everytime I see someone I hvnt seen in ages they say ‘my god zoe you’ve lsot so much weight’ or “your looking good zoe’ if they only knew..

My dad keeps dropping hints like ‘what are you doing to be loosing so much weight’ or ‘are you takig diet pills’ hes even said ‘your gag reflex must be well trained’…

I just blatenly ignore it and say im eating well… I am.

Am i lying to myself? Can I really stop this

OMGGG

Its been forever since iv been on tumlbr..

I MOVED OOUT OF HOMEE!!! MUAHHAHA

Im at uni again (THANK FUCK)

and yea not much else has changed…cept i lost30kg.. thats a little different